So why am I sitting here, feeling depressed??? gee, could it be I've seen all of my family pass away till I'm the last remaining family member? or losing the best friend I had in the whole world pass away from a fast form of cancer? or the only remaining college friend die this past winter. sigh. Now I have acquinances. I don't have really intimate friends I can share my life/feeling with. There all gone. Maybe I'm just feeling sorry for myself. yet, my friends are gone and here I sit.