I almost decided to pick up the leaves in the front yard, but it was simply too beautiful to do that today.
my friend came by after going to bankruptcy hearing. he is now squeky clean. for the moment.
Gads. I feel so alone with everything that is going on in my life right now. I do have my neighbor lady behind me, and she is still, yet, interested in me. Now I wonder why that is??? I do not encourage her.
maybe I should lighten up??
What exactly do I want/ need right now??
I know this sounds and is, rambling. but I've got a ton of stress going on right now. I think I may have made the right decision, but who can really tell?
I promise. I'll come clean with whats going on and then you'll understand why the helter shelter writing.
