October 7th, 2009

coloseum

ah......the blistery winds of an artic front....

damn, the wind sure did howl last night. its only 50 degrees outside now, but man it sure feels cold.  I went to my friends funeral yesterday. I almost lost it several times, especially when I thought of him and his wife playing with 4 week old kittens they took in.  life seems to be cruel some times. I really worry about her, since her whole life was mated with her husband.  they were like two mittens or gloves, they fit in so well together.
I'm getting old. its a crime when you see your friends die and  you start to feel really alone.  I can make new friends, but they didn't go to grade school with me, or share their first dating experience. ah.....

"Should I grow old gracefully, or go out kicking by smoking, loving and doing other things that are immoral, illegal and fattening???"