January 7th, 2009

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icy, icy slip and slide icy everything

Wow, all I had to do was walk down the steps and get into a car. simple, huh. ha ha ha. From the bottom steps to the car was pure polished ice. you know, the kind where you can't get any grip or find you footing. pretty bad stuff.
I had to go to the drug store to get my drugs that may kill me, and they went up about twice. I got 15 pills for 79 bucks. but my drugist friend gave me a 25 dollar deal. what a guy. I missed visiting him. we spent oodles of time chatting whenever I had to have a prescription filled. Today I told him I got a job offer as a bell ringer at Notre Dame. He got it, but the clerk didn't. Now I know what book to give them.
Today was sort of .....yeah. you know.

I finally re-installed my software on this notebook after formating it. I couldn't remove the stupid virus. something is not right. if I do a google search for that virus I should get a return with something from Norton, McAfee, AVG ect. I don't! I get stupid named sites. I'm going to discover whats behind this.
My neighbor's CD arrived today. Rhiana's latest. Hmmmm. I'll give it a listen when she's done with it.
I'm watching Brain Power.
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A quiet, sad day.

this was one of those days when one goes over what he has accomplished, and what he hasn't. Now normally, this would cause me to think of how things might have been. but, it just got me to feel sad. I've left a lot of friends behind. Most, their doing. gosh knows I've tried to keep up, but that requires both people to communicate, not just one.
I thought maybe if I called and talked with two of my friends, that might help ease the stupid stress. it didn't. One, was taking a nap and was getting ready for a massage. the other is bored out of his mind because he's retired and basically, bored.

I'm not really bored, but feeling sad. I miss my brother. He had a greater impact on my life than I was willing to admit. He introduced me to new books, music ( some time, just for the heck of it, I'll post a list of the great stuff he introduced me to), and of course,his friends, who are now my friends. It is so dam quiet in this house. I have a choice, put rush limpballs on, or blue lake classical. I do love that station, but not 24/7.

I guess I'm depressed. oh no........
to be continued